Post by jealousyheart on Jun 29, 2008 17:50:57 GMT -5
Okay, so when I was 11 maybe 12, I knew this girl named Actavia, but she didnt like her name so everyone called her nicole.
Anyways, I met her when I went to the Boys&Girls Club. At first she was really nice, and we became quick friends. Me and her would hang out with our other friends there, because we all shared the same friends. And it was fun.
I would even stick up for her when the other kids would call her a w h o r e. And be really mean to her.
then one day I came to the Boys&Girls Club and went over to hang out with her and as soon as she saw me coming she got up and left. I didnt know what the heck was going on! I even wrote her a letter asking what I did wrong and why she was acting the way she was.
I had her little sister hand it to her and as soon as she saw who it was from she skipped over to the garbage can and threw it away. Right in front of my face. She didnt even open it.
this made me cry so hard. I didnt understand why she was doing this to me. and then later that day her little sister came over to me and said that Nicole doesnt want to be my friend anymore, and that I suck at singing and that I am ugly and fat.
It hurt to hear that a person that I thought was my friend have her sister tell me that she didnt want to be my friend anymore. And then tell me that I am ugly and fat.
I know that I am big and may not be the prettiest flower in the pot, but I know that I am not ugly. And I know that I have a good singing voice because a lot of people have told me so. Not just my mother. People I have never even met and heard me singing down the street say I sing good.
And to this day. I loave Actavia Nicole.....
Anyways, I met her when I went to the Boys&Girls Club. At first she was really nice, and we became quick friends. Me and her would hang out with our other friends there, because we all shared the same friends. And it was fun.
I would even stick up for her when the other kids would call her a w h o r e. And be really mean to her.
then one day I came to the Boys&Girls Club and went over to hang out with her and as soon as she saw me coming she got up and left. I didnt know what the heck was going on! I even wrote her a letter asking what I did wrong and why she was acting the way she was.
I had her little sister hand it to her and as soon as she saw who it was from she skipped over to the garbage can and threw it away. Right in front of my face. She didnt even open it.
this made me cry so hard. I didnt understand why she was doing this to me. and then later that day her little sister came over to me and said that Nicole doesnt want to be my friend anymore, and that I suck at singing and that I am ugly and fat.
It hurt to hear that a person that I thought was my friend have her sister tell me that she didnt want to be my friend anymore. And then tell me that I am ugly and fat.
I know that I am big and may not be the prettiest flower in the pot, but I know that I am not ugly. And I know that I have a good singing voice because a lot of people have told me so. Not just my mother. People I have never even met and heard me singing down the street say I sing good.
And to this day. I loave Actavia Nicole.....